But when I could see, I felt my spirit come out of my body.  I was already at the hospital, I saw the doctors and nurses all around me.  When I was out of my body, I saw my body on the bed.  You know how you look at yourself in the mirror, you see a reflection.  But I didn't see a reflection of myself, I saw my body there on the bed.  When I turned around, there were 2 men dressed in red, "come our way" and they grabbed me, one at each arm.

They took me to a place, and when I looked to see where I was, it was heaven!  The first thing that I saw was a great big wall.  It was white and stretched out so far that it didn't have any end.  In the middle of the wall was a door, a long door, but it was closed. 

In the Old Testament, Moses speaks of the tabernacle and describes its features.  And I remembered this, and I saw that the wall looked like it.  Right besides the door, there was a large chair, and there was a smaller chair on the right side.  And they looked like they were made out of gold.  On my right side, there was a large black door, it was so dark around, but I knew it was a door becaue of the knob.  It was an ugly door.  But on my left side there was a paradise, there were trees, a crystal clear water fall, grass.  It was such a peaceful place, but there was nobody there. 

I looked and I saw the Father in front of me, I couldn't see His face, because His glory, it was so big, so bright, it shined and lit up all heaven.  His glory made everything bright.  There was no sun, no moon, no stars, He was the light.  I did see His body, and his body was with the Son, they were one inside each other, they were together, you could see the separation of them, but they were one inside the other, they were together.

Right beside them were 2 angels, Gabriel and Michael.  The reason I knew their name was because it was written on their foreheads in Gold. 

When I was in front of the Father, I felt dirty!  I fell to my knees and cried.  I was very ashamed of myself.  Even if I could see their faces, I didn't want to, because I was ashamed of myself.  As I was there in front of the Lord, He showed me a movie of my life, from the beginning until now.  He told me that the most important part was the things that I did after I was saved.  I told my friends I was a Christian, but in fact I didn't show my fruits.  And He told me that I was destined to go to Hell. 

The angel Gabriel came and grabbed me by my arm.  He took me to that ugly black door that I didn't even want to look at.  I tried to stop myself, but I was in spirit, and we went through the door.  When I was on the other side of the door, it was dark all around, I couldn't even see myself.  Then we started to fall really fast, like a roller coaster.  As I was falling it was getting hotter and hotter.  I closed my eyes, I didn't want to see where we were. 

When we stopped, I opened my eyes, and I was standing on a great road.  I didn't know where it lead to.  But the first thing that I felt there was thirst.  I was really thirsty!  I kept telling the angel "I'm thirsty, I'm thirsty" But it was like he didn't even hear me.  I started to cry, and when the tears ran down my cheeks, they completely evaporated.  There was the smell of sulfur, like burning tires.  I tried to cover my nose, but that made it even worse.  All my 5 senses were very sensitive.  When I tried to cover myself, I could smell the sulfar even more.  Also, all those little hairs on my arms, they just disappeared.  I felt all the heat, it was very hot.