My life was not picture perfect, everyone who I had ever loved, left me. They hurt me, they abandoned me. I turned to alcohol and drugs, I almost died from it. I’ve been through hurts, and the Lord fixed it. He fixed me. He put my life back together. He blessed me with a wonderful husband, and wonderful job, a larger home, a running car. The Lord has been the hardest, but the greatest decision I ever made was to follow him. This is my testimony. I am not proud of any of the things I’ve done. Shamefully, I tell you these things, because you need to know you aren’t the only one struggling. It may not be with the things I sturggled with, but everyone has a burden, everyone has sinned. The only unforgiveable sin is blasphemy. Everything else is washed away. The Lord throws it as far east as west. He loved me enough to save me. I did not deserve it. I did not deserve the life I was given. I did not care if I was here or not. I did not deserve to be fixed. I didn’t deserve a good husband, or a good job, or a nice home. God can help you, He can fix you and all your problems, all you have to do is accept Him. You take one step and He takes two, nothing you have ever done is unforgiveable, nothing is too big for the Lord. The Lord does not always answer when we think He should, but He always answers. His time is not our time. The things I went through was not fair, and I really believed I could not do better, and that I was not worth more than what I was doing. That I was not worth being loved by anyone, I was believing lies told to me over and over again by numerous people. It is important that you know He loves you, you are not alone, you are not forsaken, and you are not forgotten. You can have a personal relationship with Him, but have to put in an effort too. You are still loveable, and you are not forsaken, the Lord will not ever forsake you. We are the ones who forsake Him. He loves with an unconditional love, that no other can love you like. He cares with a care that no other could compare. You are not worthless.

Thank you again for reading. I was scared to tell these things out of fear of what people may think..This is hard thing to understand and even harder to understand. The  Lord showed me because I did not believe. If you do not belive know it is real and heed the word of God. I was running from God even after salvation, not a wise choice. I refused even to go to church or even talk about God for a few months and it has done me worse than good. It bothers me every second that I am awake, when I come across someone who does not believe and I am too fearful to tell of the Lord, because of my own selfishness. It has been prophecyed that I will be and Evangelist three times. I am afraid of this because I know where I came from. I am afraid that I can not meet up the expectations of the Lord, that I can not meet what He wants me to do. My spirit is in agreement with this, but my flesh scared. I just wanna be a nurse for cryin out loud. I will meet the calling layed out for my life, for I truly believe this is my purpose in life. End result is that I will do as the Lord tells me to and I will follow where He leads regardless of what anyone thinks of me. It is not my glory, but God's and any soul won is one less to go to Hell and one more to go to Heaven. We are loved. Very loved.     

About Krystal Robson

Krystal Robson resides in Thomasville, Georgia.  She is married to who she says is "the best man in the world." 

She has a passion for life and a heart for others.  She says, "I'm a people person and care too much about others.  I love without a reason." 

She considers herself as the typical country girl.  One of her favorite things to do is fish.